Loosing end

I had many bad days and experiences lately... so bad that I am thinking whether I am loosing all my friends and myself... I have not been contacting many of my friends for soooo long... Isolating myself in projects and study... I am so sick of my life right now!

Since this my blog is not private... I shall not mention in specific... I have been trying hard to find the way back. There are these thoughts and feelings which I think are not healthy at all.. thinking there is still a long way to go, it is really hard to survive through... Some of the ways I tried are to be Mr nice guy... tyring to help this and that... At times I will try to be a joker... create jokes and laughter... In return... I was treated like an idiot with zero intelligence kind. Haiz... I think I just have to bare with it man...

For friends out there... pls dun forget me and pls pardon me for not hanging out with you for so long... And lets remember this... dun take your friends for granted... if they are true to you... pls make it better in return. Though it is easy to be said than done... lets put that extra effort in doing so...

CS3214 Project + JJ mini concert

Stress + Heavy workload + Long hours = ???

Hope that the result will be a positive one. Really spent alot of time discussing the project and finally a proper design is done. Hope that this design can bring us through well for the implementation part. If not, it will be damn messy and complicated to solve future unforseen problems.

For now... hope that can last thru this last sem... this sem is like projects, projects and projects... Luckily I have yuhua to help me in one of my subject... if not I die! Thanks gal!

Went to JJ's mini concert for the Children Cancer Foundation at St James on last Sat. Pretty fun. I was there as an usher. Met many new friends and at the same time, got many free sample from Kiehl's product. Heard that this brand facial product is damn good and effective. So happy that can get some sample... perhaps is time to change a new brand...