Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Loosing end

I had many bad days and experiences lately... so bad that I am thinking whether I am loosing all my friends and myself... I have not been contacting many of my friends for soooo long... Isolating myself in projects and study... I am so sick of my life right now!

Since this my blog is not private... I shall not mention in specific... I have been trying hard to find the way back. There are these thoughts and feelings which I think are not healthy at all.. thinking there is still a long way to go, it is really hard to survive through... Some of the ways I tried are to be Mr nice guy... tyring to help this and that... At times I will try to be a joker... create jokes and laughter... In return... I was treated like an idiot with zero intelligence kind. Haiz... I think I just have to bare with it man...

For friends out there... pls dun forget me and pls pardon me for not hanging out with you for so long... And lets remember this... dun take your friends for granted... if they are true to you... pls make it better in return. Though it is easy to be said than done... lets put that extra effort in doing so...

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